One little thing

Isn't it interesting that when you do one little thing wrong or get into one little fight or something, you feel like you can't do anything right, and your world crumbles, you call your bf or bff and bawl your eyes out thinking about all similar past events?

Its amazing how out of all the things you do in life, one little thing can ruin your day....

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I wish I was truly amazing at something. I wish I had a knack for something.

Grandma

I am a grandma-- I cannot handle not getting 8 hours of sleep, I go to sleep relatively early for a college student, and I wake up early.

My sleep pattern has been all out of wack lately!!!

I have been waking up incredibly early (sometimes on accident, sometimes on purpose); and last night I could not fall asleep! I literally laid in bed thinking about choreography, blocking, people, scenes, etc etc etc until 3:30am!

AHHHHHHHH

AND I just came home after Sunday School and laid in bed for 30 mins trying to take a nap... fail.

Now I am eating tuna salad with father.

Hello Nikki

I have been thinking a lot lately, now that I'm on "break" about how much I devote to doing doing doing doing things that seem so good and right, and healthy, but how little time I spend seeking the Lord.

I know I have posted about this before, but I am so Martha, but do nothing about it.

Welp, I just started planning for a girls bible study I am running tomorrow morning at Tuckahoe Middle School, and I randomly thought to look through "The Divine Dance," which I have never picked up before, and I randomly turned to Chapter 10 because the Title seemed relevant, and the chapter randomly spoke to me.

Of course this is all not really random, it was totally God's hand a work. He always speaks to me in the most mysterious ways, at the most perfect times.

Here are a few quotes which really spoke to my heart:

"You have forsaken your first love." Revelation 2:4.

"Overtime, I had gotten so busy dancing for God that I had forgotten to dance with God."

"Being in a loveless relationship with God is the worst possible state because God is the designer of love. He is the Author of relationships and the only One who will love you just as you are."

"You have been dancing out of habit, forgetting what it means to delight yourself in the Lord."

"[delighting yourself in the Lord] means getting so caught up in loving God that all your desires are fulfilled in Him."

"Making God Lord of your life is a conscious choice you have to make every day."

"And when you dance for Him alone, He will clap louder than any audience you have ever heard."

Bitter

This is me being bitter with Eve because I woke up at 7:45am to Big Boy (one of our dogs) barking up a storm, and then I couldn't go back to sleep. Now I am going to attempt to return to slumber.

Why oh Why

Why am I still awake? Its 12:50am.

Oh yeah... I GET TO SLEEP IN TOMORROW!

FALL BREAK BABBBAAYYY!!! VICTORY!

scheduling

I love when God works out my schedule. This, my friends is how I manage 16 credit-hours of school, a part-time job, 3 dance classes, and GCN... I ask for God's power, and He works mysteriously to help me get all jobs done.

For instance, I was pretty far along on a paper that is due tomorrow, which I have just finished. Also, 2 professors opted out of readings for tomorrow.

I know I can't do this alone, but with the power of the Lord I can do all things! (I think I just wrote my own Bible verse... is that blasphemous?)