Vewy Sweepy

I'm vewy sweepy all the time. I hate being a bummer, but I think I was created to just sleep all day... but why is it I can't sleep in, like, ever? Very peculiar, I must say...

Like a mug

I just cleaned like a mug and I am satisfied, but now sleepy. I was thinking about working on my Scrapbook that I started last summer, but I think I'm going to take a small nap. Yes, its like 90 degrees with pure sun outside, but I've been on the go for the past week, so I will rest. Goodbye world!

Get that out!

I think I'm going to have to get over the fact that speaking is going to take a lot of practice. I am pretty positive Satan is getting at my every nerve when it comes to my self-criticism.

The talk last night probably went fine, but for some reason I'm beating myself up about it. I have a feeling the Devil is just mad that some kids were actually paying attention and learning something about God! Suckaaaa!

"To say that the Devil made me do it, is a cop out and a lie. The Devil can't make me do anything when I'm calling on JESUS CHRIST."

I do love me some good ole Sarah Groves. :)

Thoughts

First of all: Why am I still awake?? I came home "early" because I was soo sleepy at Brusters, and I have wasted almost an hour Facebook and Blog stalking.

Second of all: I really get happy when I hear good news in people's lives. I love hearing that things are working out for people, relationships are healthy, they are on track with God. It just really warms my heart.

On the other hand, I also like being there for people when they are going through rough patches. My only problem is that when I find out about what someone is going through, I feel like it is my duty to fix it or give them astounding advice.

I'm not sure this feeling will ever get better because I'm sure everyone feels that way, but I have noticed that sometimes it good for people to just have someone there to listen and to truly, honestly care about what they are going through.

I know when I'm having a hard time, mostly, I just want someone to carry my burden with me; I must remember this.

God doesn't call us to be responsible for everyone's problems; he simply tells us to carry one another's burdens, to rejoice with our friends, and also to weep with our friends.

If I can give advice, GREAT. If I just don't have the right words to say, that's ok too.

gimme dat sunshine

I love having a job in which I actually have time to hang out with friends by the pool.

Thank you Stephanie for getting me into your pool and hanging out with me in the sunshine!

Yay summer tan!

Jobster

I love my job.

Even though I know nothing about art/have no artistic ability myself/feel like I didn't help at all, I had a blast at the Art Auction.

I'm stoked for Choir Tour.

I know my feelings may change a little once school starts back up/things get crazy, but right now I am perfectly content. Thank you Jesus.

Water Country USA

All I gotta say is.. Water Country USA is legit. We rode every slide once, and a few twice. So fun. Please let me know if you'd ever like to go this summer. I got a Seasons Pass!

Talkie Update

So, the talk went pretty well. It was by no means perfect, but despite a few awkward pauses/transitions, it went pretty well for a first timer! God is good, all the time. A few leaders said it was the quietest/most attentive they've been in a while, so that was encouraging to hear. Its a great feeling knowing that even though I feel inadequate, God has bigger plans and is using me in ways I woulda never imagined. :)

Right now I'm feeling peace.

And tomorrow I'm going to Water Country with Megs and Rebekah! Funsies girls day out. Love it.

The first!

Wednesday night I'm giving my first talk (I don't like to call it sermon.. bc I don't really feel that official) in Echo! I have given a few shorter talks at Young Life and at the Grad Banquet, but nothing 20 mins or so long!

I am doing a Summer Series on the fruits of the spirit. Wednesday I am starting with love, and will be talking about God's love, loving yourself, and loving others.

If you have any ideas or inspiration, shoot it my way! Prayer would help too :)